Nostalgic

It has been about 6 or 7 months since I last hold a Cig. ->Nicotine deprived<-

lol~ Kinda missed it =X
->Swear that Jean/Jo/Xy/Zh will throw $%^*&^)()* at me and scold and nag and.. and... and I dunnoe... <-

I read my old blog and some of my past posts. I wasn't so Emo in the past leh, I even detested EMOs before, don't know what the fuck happened sia D: !?!

I hate being Emo and i'm trying hard to be NOT emo. Ah well, but I guess the efforts are in vain~ ->I shall cut my hair soon(mental note)<---

I still hear people addressing me as Mr.Emo or even worse -_-, Mr.Despair. ZzZ

and SO, I emo-ed for this year and last year.

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, NO MORE EMO! >=O!

so, please do me a favour by not addressing me mr. emo or mr. despair.

i know i have problem socializing for

1) I don't like to talk much.
2)I cannot maintain eye contact.
3)I feel uncomfortable >_<
4)I dunoe. (I don't trust ppl.)

maybe i shld try and "stare" at ppl when i talk to them, thus, the eye contact. I will stare hard >=O! <----Crap./Random.~

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


Feeling excited and tired! The feeling of deadlines approaching is so freaking exciting! and the fact that im not done with my assignments is even more exciting! =D! love the feeling. slpless nite. hehehehehheheeheh :D

a beer or two with cig would feel ahhhh~~~ so contaminated yet so enjoyable :D~

Laughing Out Loud.

It is painful, if that's what it is supposed to be called.

However, since it's not the first time that i am experiencing it, i thout it would hurt less.

Hella wrong.

Here i am, facing the fucked-up history repeating itself, the only difference is the cast involved. Guess the hunch during the hols after "O"s that Poly life gonna suck big time is right.

hahaha. ah well...

"wad to do? " i asked myself.

"I dunnoe."

Stabbed twice and still living, thats a miracle~ 8D!

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I drew the scary version of the devil alrdy! but lazy scan in, next time then scan in. Need some help with the drawing of girl's hair = =" those chibi or rather cartoon sort.

<- fires signal to ANGELA!->

To Angela: HOW TO DRAWWWWW?!?!?!!? DDDD:!

i draw until pechek.
P.S. Not the kind of hair, your ID/logo has!

Gonna work on a series of Em0s character design X3! the "Different" series! <- applies only when I'm free~->

Hmm, we gt a devil, next, maybe an angel with a blue halo.
Siren with one devil wing ear and the other, an angel wing, supposedly two angel wings.

Hmmmm.... need more ideals! trying to keep the characters within the mystical creatures range.

>_< !!! HMMMMMM...

-Mermaids? diff tail? i dunoe. trying to keep to the face nia :/
-Minotaurs? NO NOSE RING! XD!
-Medusa? =.=" Replace those snakes with... erm... bunnies? >_>?
-Pegasus! hmmm... no idea how to alter to make it different.
-MICKEY MOUSE! <--error in thinking process~->


AH WELL! SEE HOW BAH.

-random-
4 projects in one week~ hiong ar! wahahahah!!!!


-random-
remembered something.

"Life is like an ASS .............. Give it to Haku~ "

-ROFLs at that quote above-
->hahahahahhaahahah gt pun one. who would wan ass? XD


WEEEE~ HAPPY NEW YEAR AND OYASUMI! IM SO DEAD!!! =D

The Devil.

The name is Lufred , a devil.

Every Devil borne would have a full symbol on their forehead but not Lufred.

Being isolated since young due to the fact that he is different had made him a little more fragile, a little more emotional, a little more dramatic and a little more solitude.

He never like to take his role as a devil but he has to. He has no choice.

He did tried to end his life, by breaking those horns off, of course, it had failed miserably thus, leaving those awful marks behind.

Then again, never occur his wrath for that's when his symbol fully surfaces and you would not want to see how he look like when he is in his full-fledge demon form. Or maybe you would not live for more than 6 seconds to see his full-fledge demon form.

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Some artwork i did for fun. The writeup above took me quite awhile
~_~ my language suxxorz!

I think that Lufred is such a #@#%^@#$ name... any better suggestion for this devil's name?

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LA.

Random drawing! Tools: Charcoal and eraser~

BAH....

I like this game:

BUT! recently it's lag hell in there. like goddamn server upgrade!!RAWR!!!

and so, i went to play this instead... until things gets better~

I wanna watch Transformers~